I've changed my number to 8**88***. Haaa
Email me for it.
vickijunn@hotmail.com. Thnks.

X'mas Eve was spent watching Ip Man. Not a bad movie i reckon.
Then off for drinks, and i found myself gulping it down.
Thirsty i suppose. =.=

New Year Eve tml.
What do i see in my plan?
Nothing dude.

C'mon.
That feeling is back. How.
shit.

从天堂跌落地狱，从彩色变黑暗。
从希望变成失望。
还有吗？

生命，还有意义吗？
活着或死了，有分别吗？

死了，地球还是在绕。
死了，世界还是那么现实。
死了，人们的生活还是照常。
死了，有差吗？

死了，只是这世界上少了我一个人。
死了，就一了百了。
死了，就不用担心今天的我该哭或该笑。
死了，就不用烦恼很烦的事。
死了，就什么都不用管了。
死了，也什么都不用担心了。

人活着，多痛苦啊。
我对自己，好失望。
我的生命，算什么？
没算什么。

好累啊。
我真的累了。
让我放个假吧。
让我从生命中，放个假吧。

我真的好累，好累，非常累。
我好想哭。
好想哭了之后，一切就能重来。
哭了之后，就什么都消失不见。
我好想把自己灌醉。
醉得不省人事。
烂醉。
非常烂的醉。
至少在那一刻，我会是真正的我。
没有烦恼的我。

真的，真的。
我累了。
怎么办？

我知道，自己该振作起来。
这不是世界末日。
但真的，我太累了。
累得不想振作。
累得只想呆在自己的世界，什么都不想做。

好累。
好累。
好累。

I am so sick. So so so so sick.

My temperature shot up to 39.9. Even the doc also let out a 'wow 39.-something' after taking my temperature.
And the most irritating thing is that my temperature went up and down like roller coaster.

Now I'm feeling better. But i can't walk. Cuz i will have fainting spells whenever i walk.
I am bed-ridden!


Might as well just die.

Hello My dear Blog,

Sorry for neglecting you for sooooooooooooooo long.

I know i'm not a good owner, and i never am.

Many things have happened in the past few months (?) that i din't post on you.
But do know, know that i won't leave you behind.

I've decided on a route that I normally won't take.
You know me since I'm in secondary school~.
Yesyes, it's something that i won't do. But i did it.
C'mon.
People do get tired. I'm too tired to be good.
Let me be bad.

Now blog, I've decided to leave my previous life behind.
I gonna start anew, and i hope i can.
There are still many things that i have to do, I know.
I will do it when i've sorted my own brainy thinking out.

Now tell me, MDIS or MIS.
And how the hell can i get to MIS.

I'm soooooooooooo disappointing. I know.
But, there's nothing i can do.
I just hope that i can 'redeem' myself now.

Now, i just hope that:
1) money drop from sky. hoho.
2) i got myself a good job.
3)i can buy the jay chou super good album.
4) and go on vacation.
5) maybe migrate right now too.
6) be who i used to be.
7) have you back into my life, my dear blog. =)

And friends, don't ask me why.